biological warfare

Thu, 16 Apr 2009 00:46:11 GMT

HAH
its happened again.
cool.

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 01:31:19 GMT

Apparently my Dad spent the afternoon in the hospital.

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 23:42:03 GMT

I just have to remember deep breaths if i get stressed. There is going to be a lot of work this term. I am prepared. Lots of money going out the window for film and paper. Hopefully job. Hopefully having a life.

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 04:44:10 GMT

I think only I would enjoy watching starwars and laughing at the funny parts and just being a complete nerd on valentines day. but thats okay. i spent the day laying in bed, i only got up when i needed to and when i went to chipotle to get dinner & swing by wawa to get icecream. i have been prancing around my room, mostly just laying in bed (but it sounded so much better) in nothing more than a tank and some boys shorts. its liberating to walk around in undies, i love that sam goes home a lot. i don't really mind being alone, sometimes i do, but theres no pressure. i'm a mess today, i need a shower my hair is a mess. i love it. we'll see where things go from here though.i do like a boy, but you know things never work.

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 21:49:18 GMT

So I'm watching Date My Mom and it got me thinking...
What would my Mom do if she had to go on a date with a guy I liked?
how would she answer the questions? I mean, I tell my mom a lot but I doubt she can name my favorite band, hell I don't even know my favorite band. How would she describe me?

Mon, 19 Jan 2009 20:35:39 GMT

Please get out of my head and my dreams. Its not fun thinking like that.

please go away.

Sun, 09 Nov 2008 04:28:24 GMT

i am paranoid.

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 02:13:32 GMT

i dont know what to do

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 04:04:38 GMT

i got a tumblr.
http://forthetaking.tumblr.com/

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 21:11:12 GMT

everyone is leaving.

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 22:02:54 GMT

charleys leaving next monday, instead of july.
he's not picking me up.
i don't get to see the cute kitten.
i'm sad.

Sat, 31 May 2008 21:03:33 GMT

2 weeks.

Thu, 01 May 2008 03:57:02 GMT

Today has been one of those days.
I haven't been feeling well and I've had a fever lately.
I haven't been waking up for math, and today art history.
I'm sick of the dance program here.
I miss home.
I'm worried about the future.
I'm scared that my brother is graduating.
-actually brought me to tears yesterday....I feel like i'm turning into my mother.
I miss home, especially this tree, and more than a few people. JUNE 15th.

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 03:05:40 GMT

tonight is exactly why i can't live where i'm living next year.
annnd i really just want to be home right now.

[edit: Ended up having a better night thanks to the lovely guys down the hall and a frat brother.]

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 02:32:28 GMT

I can't do this for 8 more weeks.

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 04:16:20 GMT

concert=amazing.
met a boy ..... ?
although the venue was very very strict and if there were any crowdsurfers they kicked the photo kids out. not fun.
hopefully got some good pictures.
lots of teenyboppers.
"sang" to danielle via text.
more later.

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 06:51:44 GMT

such a great last night at school
i spent it with some lovely photo majors upstairs
and i had a few great slushies with vodka
bhahahah
feelin good!
luckily i didn't call anyone (english boy)
i'll be home around 7:30 tomorrow, train gets in at 7 at bwi
goooodnight

Thu, 06 Mar 2008 05:58:23 GMT

i really hate life sometimes,
i feel like i don't relate to anyone,
i'm always the butt of the jokes, just like always
i'll like a guy, he'll have a girlfriend,
i'll kiss a guy, it doesn't go anywhere
i'm frustrated with people
i want something real.
i almost want to transfer, but i don't feel like i would be happy anywhere
i want to travel
i want to camp
i wish i was better friends with certain people

sometimes i just don't know.

oh and charley got assigned the 82nd airborn in north carolina.
so he gets to jump out of planes after a semester of working with his rotc group in the fall
i'm jealous of his life, his friends, his future

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 18:00:38 GMT

I wrote a letter to Mark. Nothing special, just a quick hello
and promise of brownies after I get home for break.
I e-mailed my Mom asking how to spell his last name,
she responded with "aren't there any boys on campus??"
Thanks Mom.
Still sick, I was up all night with horrific cramps, finally fell asleep around 7
it started at 12.
Still need to shoot my photo project, start today, finish tomorrow.
I do have 2 of my 10 final prints done though, hopefully I'll finish more Monday.
Still need to do my latest design project, and probably clean up my mess from the last one
and get better.

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 23:27:45 GMT

If only life was more like a movie or tv show.
I need to shoot 2 rolls for photo. hard project.
I also need to paint a 16x16 design by tuesday.
Good thing I did my last project earlier today.
I'm in such a blah mood. and I wish I was home

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 23:06:34 GMT

not going home anymore and i'm pissed.

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 04:31:59 GMT

Sooo I'm getting sick, maybe just a sinus infection but my body aches, my throat hurts and my head feels like death.
I will be spending all tomorrow in the darkroom, yay. and then doing design. greattt.

at least i have cupcakes my mom brought up, spice cake, my fav!

Sun, 24 Feb 2008 02:04:50 GMT

Mom and Pop came up today,
we went to King of Prussia mall with my roommate and a friend from the hall
shopped a little, ate at Cheesecake Factory,
shopped some more
it was a nice day with mom,
dad sat and read a book while we shopped
but i get to spend next weekend with him so it's all good

tonight I kinda just wanted to ride home with them,
I don't know,
but they brought me my favorite type of cake! but in the form of cupcakes,
yummm

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 05:16:07 GMT

I have decided that this summer possibly fall, I will be camping.
My first stop, Assateague.
Revisit childhood, go to the beach.
And I've been wanting to camp for a while.

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 05:22:34 GMT

I love old movies
I spent the evening watching TCM and painting on my bed
It was a great night,
Happy Valentines day